Wednesday, October 1, 2014

The Loss Ladder




The ladder is lost in the slow creep of vines
laced to the seasons with rain keeping time
forward the laying of names and their place
enhanced with engravings that memory has traced

Reminders drift down from the trees each new year
delighted the waiting is no longer for tears
change turns the leaves of October to blazing
and the sadness of mauve has fallen out of my daydreams

I remember the feel of the brush in my hand
down her tangle of curls in the dampness of morn
still the length of her smile in my dreams after midnight
can still open the time of that long ago storm

Now smoke and ashes dig into the hillside
and fasten the rocks from out of my past
yet will always be present in my still breathing chest
where the cradle still cuddles with my once aching breath

I can see now how dying is another beginning
the song sung within life's cadence is a test
as a lullaby bubbles and rock a byes others
I've learned each new step on the ladder is the best
 
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With loving thoughts of my daughter Michelle who died of Reye's Syndrome in 1974 when she was 8.  October is her birth month

5 comments:

  1. A lovely poem for a difficult subject. Like a prayer.

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    1. Thank you for reading and commenting Jo Ann :)

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  3. I'll never forget the first time I saw that picture................
    or how this and many more of your poems of her touched me.
    "life's roads" may have taken us all in different directions...but the echo of your poetry has followed... which serves as proof to the impressive quality of your writing.

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